Week 11- Tired Rant

It is interesting how people tell you to be yourself and when you do start to loosen up just a bit of your guard, leave the acts, they mistake you for a fool. Amazing how people are still able to love even the most misguided of all people. Sad how someone's heart can go through so much, that they eventually turn into the same monster that was responsible for their misguidance of their heart. Pleasant how even thought we cannot fully grasp and comprehend some aspect, we still embrace it loyally and faithfully. Warming how we can hold on to a memory of a stranger; to be in love with the idea of someone and wanting the reality of being in love with them. Battles within our minds. War waging within us. Fighting constantly everyday, with everyone going through their own fights. The chaos happening throughout the world, but revealing no matter how much bad there is we can still be amazed at the good. Knowing an abundance and still not knowing. The yearn for wisdom. Knowing you cannot put your whole heart and passion into something. Putting your whole heart into something without second guessing, without questioning. The battle between heart and mind. Wars between rational and irrational. Fights between dreams and reality. And sometimes dreams becoming actualities. Getting caught off guard. Expectations. Waiting, hoping for something but not knowing the outcome. Feeling like something amazing is coming your way and cannot explain what it is. Spontaneity and Serendipity with Reality and Actuality.